animalstalkinginallcaps:
I DON’T KNOW WHY IT’S SO HARD TO TRUST, TO OPEN MYSELF EMOTIONALLY. IT’S NOT LIKE I INTENTIONALLY PUSH PEOPLE AWAY OR ANYTHING. MORE LIKE I WON’T LET THEM IN, WON’T OPEN UP. I JUST FEEL LIKE I HAVE THIS SHELL AROUND ME, YOU KNOW?
I DON’T KNOW WHY IT’S SO HARD TO TRUST, TO OPEN MYSELF EMOTIONALLY. IT’S NOT LIKE I INTENTIONALLY PUSH PEOPLE AWAY OR ANYTHING. MORE LIKE I WON’T LET THEM IN, WON’T OPEN UP.
I JUST FEEL LIKE I HAVE THIS SHELL AROUND ME, YOU KNOW?